Let it Go
If your outside world is stressful and chaotic, then chances are that your inside world will be too. The past few weeks have been stressful in the McNeil household. Shea got a new job. A much better job. One that pays well and has lots of benefits. The downside to this job is Shea has to be away from home, away from us. Eventually we will get a truck and trailer and then Gabriel and I can travel with Shea. But while this living arrangement is only temporary it is hard on Me and Gabriel. During the day its pretty normal but it gets hard at night knowing my husband wont be coming home. So because of that I get lonely and sad. I miss him. I long for a hug and kiss from him. In the middle of getting a job, Shea has had a hard time getting a truck and trailer. Its just been one dead end after another. We have been disappointed after being told we could buy a truck from somewhere. We had wasted many weekends, wasted our time and our energy. My heart hurt every time Shea got told no. I wa...